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I personally wish i had more time for this person, or that he would live a tad closer. Bruh, i know your upset at me because i flake a lot and because i'm never around anymore. =( i wish i was there to watch your little girl grow up. i wish i was there for your birthdays, i wish i was there for holidays. I personally owe you an apology. I'm sorry. So much has changed since we kicked it (for more that a couple of hours) and as major as the changes are, i know there were times that i wish you were there.
i hope all is well,
-Russ.
***** Skip to #2 for the simplified version *****
(1)
Everyday, whether it be from work, or any other stressful environment. i find myself relieving that stress in different ways. I eagerly wait till i can go home, and free myself from the world. Free myself from the negativity, bullshit, fake everything. There is so much crap that goes in everyone's lives that drugs and alcohol seem so helpful at times. Im not saying that i do any of that... but if someone asked me if i did. i wouldn't deny it. LBR (lets be real) I don't need any of the shit people give me. I never asked for it, and i never gave it to anyone. BUT, if i did give it to you, please believe in some way, you deserved it. AND NO i'm not on a "sad panda" trip, or busting a "Fury" (Geoff i got u Bruh, don't trip). But i really am tired of everyone's shit. But i'm not going to confront you about it because it's just not that important to me. I'm gonna sit here, pack a bowl, crack open a beer, throw in a Blu-Ray, and enjoy my evening.
(2)
Point blank, everyday i can't wait to go home, and do something for ME. You are only important to me, if you've showed me that im important to you. otherwise, get out of the way.
P.S. save that drama for someone who gives a shit.



All i gotta say is... when i ask the DJ for "Best i Ever Had"
... It's on like donkey kong!
If i made a music video for that track, on account of tonight's festivities... it wouldn't air... why? cause that shizz would be rated NC-17
No Joke, No Lie, Hands Down, Not caring what all ya'll think... I made it rain tonight. "Im a pretty fun guy, you can ask around"
LES B HONEST!
DJ Green Lantern;
Ms. Fox was quoted in IMDB and said...



In the past 5 nights, i've been going out, getting completely wasted and having to wake up the next day for work. So that's pretty much why i haven't been blogging lately. i seriously need to calm it down asap. im talking about SLEEP and plenty of it. Thankfully im off tomorrow (monday). Oh, so i found out why the blonde beezie from Hall of Fame looked so familiar...


Today went by...(woooossshhh) very quickly. After waking up at around 1pm (thanks Jill), I went to pick up my friend Jill and we went to Chipotle for lunch in the Fairfax area. After that i went to see Iron Mike and Umi over at THLA to catch up with them. Then we went over to Supreme and Hall of Fame. Let me say this... To the blonde girl that helped me out at Hall of Fame... DAAAYYYMMMMN, your a beezie plus 1. I'm gonna find myself shopping there a little more often. After all the Fairfax goodnees we headed back to Culver City to drop her off. I then found myself chillin at Xtreme for a couple of minutes to just relax before i head back out. I Picked up Rocio so we can catch our screener of "Year One". Ehhh it was funny, but not "The Hangover" kinda funny, i'd still go out to pay and watch it though.
After the movie i dropped her off home, went back to my house to get a breather, then BACK out to catch up with RAYDIGGIE... THEN off to the bar with the homies. I saw an old friend i went to High School with (Julissa, sorry if i spelled that incorrectly) and we chatted up till the homies decided to go to another bar... i was tired, didn't really feel like completely socializing, so i bounced early. Now im home. blogging the night away. Tomorrow is another day and another dollar. Work at 2. blahhhh
As much as i'd like to see ALL my friend's as much as possible, it's incredibly difficult to do it all in 1 day.
Thank You's
- Iron Mike
- Blonde Girl @ Hall of Fame
- Jill
- Rocio
- Julissa